I know people don't read my journals, but i just wanted to typ whats on my mind, I am haven a bad day.

Every now and then I feel like I have lost my ability to draw. Things come out looking like stick figures or ragged drawings of half humans or some deformed animal. As of lately I just haven't been able to draw anything worth while, only the one pic of -In Darkness. I have been thinking way to much about my past, and that has brought back the demons. Those demons are pulling me down, its been a real pain trying to over come them. But until I do, I know that I wont be able to draw anything for posting here on D.A for awhile. I just hope I can over come this block and draw some outstanding art that everyone will look at it and say “wow, that’s some great work” and favor it, even post comments about it. As it stands, I just can't bring myself to draw.Pluse I keep thinking about my past and its starting to turn into a ghost, haunting my every move, chasing after me. It feels like any day my demons are going to take ahold of me and knock me down so far that I wont beable to get back up to draw again.

*sigh* I really hate myself for thinking that everything i do isn't good enought to post and that everyone is going to hate or not like what I draw and being depprest doesn’t help at all.

N e way, enough of my rambling, I am just a nobody trying to get through negative thoughts of my own self.

To those of you who actually read this
Happy drawing.